Soon the time will be at hand

Ok so ive been waiting for a long time for some money from my mom to back me for a huge deposit. It looks like in about 2 weeks, maybe less, I will get my money.

It will probably be about $5,000. That will give me 50 buy-ins, so ill start off by playing 100nl and 6-8 tables. Should be a solid FPP earner and I should be able to grind a decent winrate playing at these limits as they are infested with fish.

Im really, really excited. I can honestly say ive never TRUELY been playing with proper BRM, sure sometimes I have plyed with 15-20 buyins on cakepoker playing 100nl, when I had about 3k on cake I played 200nl though.... and each loss hurt.

At least at 100nl and 50 buyins its not like 1 loss will hurt really, the psychological effect of the money does not come into question. You just play your best, during optimal times and hours, not tired or stoned. Im 98% sure I will be able to win at a steady rate, its just not that hard.

Because the majority of my cash play was on Cake, I dont think it supported a HUD afaik. I still do not use a HUD now. Mainly because I have not been playing seriously well, ever. Plus ive only been playing 4 tables max, its truely not hard to monitor every opponent to determine what type of player they are when you have this little to monitor.

Rest assured though im getting holdem manager(HEM) when I start this playing on pokerstars, I know how to use it, I downloaded a tutorial from Deucescracked (har har I r smart) and it shows sooooo well how to set it up to perfection.

So. Excited. Im counting the days, though I think to send the money to pokerstars it will take like 4-5 days too though to ship them money to the Isle of Man or wherever it is, god im so thankful that I was born with an insane amount of patience - what a good trait to have for poker.