Poker and life

Sup bros.


Ive been not playing too much poker lately, if I have been playing its been in big MTT's trying for the super huge score. Ive gotten fairly close on a few occasions but couldnt pull it off.

Im kind of busto right now as ive lent some money to family, spent alot $$$ on myself and of course ive shipped about $2000 back into MTTs in the past 2 months, fail.


So im trying one more time, I think im a good no limit holdem player, not amazing but good, I just need a bankroll to build with. So im trying again, using the awesome power of poor bankroll management im buying into the $300+$22 FTOPS event #10 at 6pm today.

I actually find MTT's to be frustrating as 99% of the time you arnt going to get a sick score, I would prefer to play 50nl or 100nl, but I would need about $2500-$5000 to play cash and I really cannot afford it. My bankroll is about $2000 right now and I dont feel like depositing allllllllllllll I have left, but $300? I must try for fox sake.

Obviously I wouldnt be playing it if I didnt feel I have an edge on most of the players, the field is going to be quite soft even though its a $300 buyin, because of all the sattlite players.

I need another "one-time".... a few times. Even if I cash in top 100 players I make like $1800 or some shit, bam instantly there is a 50nl bankroll, thinking about it... it would be pretty saddening actually to finish like 90th out of 5000 players especially when 1st is like $260,000.

Wish me luck!